My real life experience with a man

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My real life experience with a manI have grown up afraid to explore my bi-sexuality side, so I never seriously pursued or explored opening up to gay or bi men that I have known, content to sit on the sidelines and watch and date girls. Now I’m married and have obligations of which I will never put at risk but there was a time not long ago that I was a bit more free. Some of it was enabled by drinking (and more) and some of it comes from the ticking clock to explore this now before its too late. One night years ago, a gay friend of my wife, and mine, was partying with us into the early hours. It was close to the end of the night and we had already stumbled on some discussions together where I confessed wanting to suck a man’s dick as a life long fantasy. I knew my wife’s gay friend was in to me. He was always flirty and my wife shared little comments he made when I wasn’t around like he always got a little turned on when we hug. Our friend was a cute guy, younger than my wife and I by a few years, in shape and had a big cock (cliche for the story I know but in this case it was accurate). I could tell me putting out there that I wanted to experiment with a man exited him, but he played it cool. However this night I was feeling courageous and by this point had enough chemicals in me to push me through my comfort zone. Finally, as the three of us were hanging out in our bedroom I put it out there. I asked my wife if she would be cool if I went down on our friend. She was hesitant but said it was “okay”. My mind was racing, all I could do was kind of put myself into action without thinking too hard. While I believe in freely expressing sexuality for everyone I am not that open in practice and usually need a lot of coaxing to get comfortable having any kind of sex. This was way out of my comfort zone, canlı bahis but it was thrilling! Our friend sat back in a chair we have in our room and I got down on my knees in front of him. I pulled at his shorts and boxers and he helped take them off. There was his cock and balls. It was flaccid at this moment, I grabbed it with my hand and started to put it in my mouth. It was amazing how spongy and soft it felt as I started to suck it gently. I have no idea where my hands were or what else was going on. I think this was sudden for our friend and of course my wife was watching which wasn’t bad, but it broke the mood a little bit because she was antsy about this. Unfortunately the moment I started to get in to the motion of suck his semi hard cock was the moment that was too much for my wife and she called a “timeout”, asked us to stop which I did. My mind was on fire, but I was trying to play it cool. I couldn’t believe I finally had put a cock in my mouth. I wanted to talk about it but my wife wasn’t on the same page with how I felt. We continued to party for another hour or so that night. Our friend and I would flirt a bit anytime my wife wasn’t in the room, I grabbed his cock a couple times more before the end of the night, but we were both wary of upsetting my wife so we kept it very low key. End of night/early morning…our friend went downstairs to the couch to crash and I went to bed with my wife. I couldn’t take it, I tried to stop thinking about it and in hindsight I should have let it go and at least gathered my senses for a later hookup but I was zero’d in on the available cock just downstairs from me. After laying in bed for what felt like forever, but was probably 20 minutes I bailed trying to sleep. I told my wife I needed to take a walk. Not entirely unusual, I like to bahis siteleri walk and it was reasonable that any of us would have trouble sleeping that night, but c’mon..my wife knew what was going to happen. It didn’t matter thought, my logic and brain was only focused on getting my friend’s cock in my mouth again. I went downstairs and put my shoes, coat on and stopped by the couch. Our friend was stroking his cock, looked up at me and showed me his big and completely hard cock. Just thinking about it now turns me on, I grabbed it and let out a a “mmmmm” and asked him if he wanted to walk with me .We headed out of the house! We lived in a condo area and there was a big common area in the middle of the complex. We made small talk until we got around the corner of one of the detached garage units and I pulled him aside and in to the shadows. We made out. Amazing! I made out with a man! His scruffiness rubbing against my face as we kissed. I pushed up against the back of the garage and pulled his pants down to get to his hard dick. I put it in my mouth with determination this time. Wow, to feel the soft hardness of his cock head and shaft as I sucked it. I never imagined this correctly before now, even with a dick myself, I couldn’t imagine what another hard cock would actually feel like in my hand, in my mouth. He stopped me, he wanted to suck my dick too. We switched positions and he pulled my pants down. Unfortunately the night’s activities left me limp but he sucked on my little white limp dick for a bit until I wanted to switch back. I got down and put all my theory and practice to work. He was totally shaved down there and I started stroking and tugging at his balls. I put them in my mouth. Oh god I loved having his balls in my mouth. He exclaimed that “I really had thought about this…” bahis şirketleri and started to moan. I let out a “mmmm” and hummed into his balls like all the dirty porn stars I had grown up watching. I focused back on his cock now getting faster with my mouth and my hand. He was moaning and moving his hips into my strokes. He was going to cum! I can’t wait to taste him!Then I heard my wife walking around the corner…I shot up from where I was, he never came and we both threw ourselves together. “What are you boys up to?” she saidI was in a daze, a complete daze, I couldn’t even talk. Just walk out from the shadows with our friend and started walking with my wife as well. Unfortunately while my wife seemed okay with this at first, she wasn’t. It became this huge thing for us for several weeks that we had to work through. I’ll spare you the details, o’ reader mine, if you’ve made it this far. We got back to a good place though but the partying and the experimentation stopped then. Long term we didn’t maintain friendship with our friend either. Not tied to this event directly, but maybe to some degree. I don’t know if there is any more interesting detail to share, I don’t even know if this will be interesting to anyone. I wish I had followed up with more with him in hindsight. I wish I had kept my cool that night and sought out a better time later to really explore each other. But then I also wouldn’t want to hurt or cheat on my wife, so its a total clash of the passion for something I’ve kept reserved my whole life and my passion and value for the things I’ve chosen. I guess that’s life, I chose not to do anything more again and learned, grew from the experience. As you may see from my profile here though I have never lost the fierce desire to experiment. The year following this was actually really hard not to think about finding a way to hook up with him again, but I kept it reserved and hidden. Thank you for enjoying my brain dump of an amazing experience I had, if you have any questions or comments hit me up!

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